Thoughts
Since i was young, every fucking thing was about not doing what others expect me to. I guess thats my main problem and the reason why i always fail at satisfying people in an emotional base.
First of all, I'm not quite sure if anyone who is interested in this will ever read it, because I'd like to have some kind of privacy. Still i feel the need to share some things. This is why I'm using the world wide web to get informed of some very basic things about psychology.
This video I found, let me try to talk about my feelings to several people in my surrounding.
It tells the story of an very young girl who was abused in very inhuman ways. She feels evil and acts evil, but in the end there is a slight change in her mind that tells her, she has been doing many things wrong in her life:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g2-Re_Fl_L4
